Wandering through the mists of time you found me... but for a moment
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Sunday, March 05, 2006 sometimes it takes the occasional unexpected thing to smash u in the gut. And remind urself. You can lie to everyone and yourself. But sooner or later it will fall thru. How often do i lie to myself that everything's ok, that mirth is good, that lust and boyish enthusiam can get me over, that irreverence and devil may care attitude can hide how i feel? Its often said about illusions that if u really believe its real, it will be real to you. If so, then why arent my lies working all the time? Or is it merely delusional? Got kicked in the gut when i saw the pic, blood pressure up, heart rate went up, breathing went up. Its imagined daniel. I kid myself. Nobody else or nothing else has this effect on me. Only u. And i always wonder why? posted by lost child | 5:07 PM |
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