Wandering through the mists of time you found me... but for a moment
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006 So ironic got told off by crossing the line, for lacking tact. Seems like awhile ago i did the same thing. Sighz.. reminds me again, that i am not home, that i am 9000km away, and these are but 6 week strangers... Mom got it right. i give too much of myself to people i think are frens. Once i gave freely, got bloodied. Wisened up and clammed myself up, got ostracized, now its back to square 1, trying to give freely, and not get bloodied. Kinda bloody impossible. I take care, treat people well and notice all the little signs. I make u feel welcome, my property is yours, my time is urs, i make fun of everyone and everything for ur entertainment, to make life easier to pass and ur days a little gayer. I make an effort to get as many people together and enjoy each other's company. I may seem to be insensitive, but if i were, who was that person constantly checking on ur health and wellbeing? All i ask is for a little tolerance of my nonsense, to let me get comfortable wif u, to let me know u can accept me for all of me and not just the jester, the father or the brother.. that u can accept me and my flaws. It goes against the grain eh? i cant get comfy and i worry abt ur toes. Just makes me.. very very frustrated, and sad at how one way life is, at how people can mix around, but be strangers still. too much too fast? i guess so. we are but 6 weeks strangers after all.. posted by lost child | 4:36 AM |
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